Not Normal

[Verse 1: Monoxide]
Low down, dirty
Laden with the passion of thinking I'm not worthy
If anybody's asking, the medicine's not working
For sedatives I'm lurking
The negative I'm perching is relative soul-searching
Now I just wanna stay in the house
And keep away from everybody 'til I figure it out
And I know it'll be the day when I can wander about
And I wonder if all the thunder's coming back unannounced
I don't like it here anymore
And I don't think that I can tell y'all I even did from before
But instead of losing out like the loser who never scorеd
I had to change the atmospherе and quit feeling like I'm ignored
Some of y'all don't get it
But I can help you find it if you push me to the limit
Anxiety inside me, believe me it ain't a gimmick
Shit is crazy like the lobby inside of the free clinic

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Is it not normal? I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]
I'm not the voice of not the normal, nothing they would covet
I'll take your ordinary life and show 'em where to shove it
This life is pointless, no enjoyment, middle finger fuck it
'Cause I've been feeling low and trying to climb and get above it
Disappointment, know it well and thinking nothing of it
Weighed it down, cannot excel, this shit is so redundant
Walking through Hell with a smile on my face and think I love it
Constant abuse from this wicked world making me plug it
I kick a problem in the face and then I uppercut it
Their mouth is open and talking and they should probably shut it
Wasting our time and our words if we have to discuss it
Everybody think they right, could you tell me who doesn't?
I'm the wrong one, [?] up in here
I block problems in my mind 'til they disappear
Self happiness over criticism and fear
And tired of screaming out my face, and the death it

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Not normal, I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Bridge: Monoxide]
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal

[Verse 3: Monoxide]
Y'all keep playing the game, but I'm winnin'
Rent-free all in your brain where I'm livin'
Can't be one in the same 'cause y'all missin'
The dream that I've been runnin' away with, my vision
And all of y'all can suffer and sway with ass kissin'
The plague you motherfuckers today better be listenin'
I'll be the only one to tell ya
They love to make you feel like you're nothin' more than a failure

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Not normal, I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Outro]
Not normal
Not normal
Not normal
Not normal