Nosebleed

I'm wide awake laying here in my bed
I'm thinking back on all the ways
I probably fucked up again
I wish that somebody could save me
I know nobody can
I'm trying to read you like a book
But all your pages are bent

I'm just trying to make you happy
But I'm sad
Trying to win your heart again
'Cause I lost that
Ballin' out on Instagram
'Cause you watch that

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling
Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm
Yeah

Hey, so I've been thinking about it for a long time
And I... I think it's probably best for both of us if we just stop this shit
'Cause, it's... it's really fucking with my head
Fucking with my head, fucking with my head
You know I never mind

You know I know we had good intentions
But I guess you don't feel the connection
You leave me on read for a week with my message
You might as well just get a fucking reception
So maybe it's better I just say it out
Remember that weekend you came to my house
Yeah, while you were asleep
With your head on my shirt
I wished you were mine but I knew that you weren't
Hah, Funny, I never thought I'd care
'Cause that's the way we met
And now you're playing with my hair
And it feels good, I'll admit it
But I know karma's a bitch
And we don't actually care

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling
Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm
Yeah

You know I never mind