Mthrfckr

When you sleeping alone do you see me
Looking down at your body from the ceiling
Do you wonder where I am now, why the hell I'm such a letdown
Had a feeling this was gonna be another one, shoving roses down the barrel of a loaded gun
Maybe you'll hear this song and hate my guts
At least you'll know that I still think of us

It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishing I could do more
Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate to the life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking, motherfucker when you let me down

Why the hell did you tell me that you missed my bed
Or were just fucking with my heart or my head
Man I told myself I would not do this again
Swear to God that I would not go through this again

It's eating me alive
Every time I close my eyes
See a body by my side
There's no body by my side

It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishing I could do more
Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate to the life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking, motherfucker when you let me down

(I'ma motherfucker when you let me down)
(I'ma motherfucking, motherfucker when you let me down)

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking, motherfucker when you let me down