Anxxiety

[Verse 1]
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to
And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
I know sobriety would probably be a good call
Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
So I've been running through what I would say if you call

[Chorus]
I never meant to hurt you
I just had a lot I had to go through
Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to

[Post-Chorus]
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
Though honestly I really don't want to

[Verse 2]
Rolled up in a [?] spot the other night
Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this shit alright
Yeah I showed up at your door, had my bag and I was begging
And I know that you weren't having none of it, I understand it
I certainly do not deserve another fucking second
But when you hit me up and said we're done, my plane already landed
Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you, no crying
But I fucking miss you, there ain't no point in lying
God damn

[Chorus]
I never meant to hurt you
I just had a lot I had to go through
Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to

[Outro]
It's been a war making peace with my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He got something up his sleeve though
He ain't ever letting me go
Trying to murder my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He fasten me a new halo
He ain't ever letting me go
It's been a war making peace with my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He got something up his sleeve though
He ain't ever letting me go
Trying to murder my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He fasten me a new halo
He ain't ever letting me go
He ain't ever letting me go