Never Happened

[Chorus]
Feel like in too deep, cannot deny it
Knew it all along, so why am I still trying?
Look here as I look for my own place to cry and
Tell me why do I always feel like I am dying?
Been left as I left them, bonds - all of them severed
And everything we've been through’s like it's never happened
No one ever cared and I'll just let them have it
I want to disappear like I have never happened

[Verse]
Lookback to the far gone times when these places all around me were way more crowded
Interacting when seeing each other’s eyes into acting like recognition's highly doubted
I remember all these years, all these months we were spending, never sending no worries out there
And now week after week more pounds getting in and we're forgetting the stories outlived
Everybody been pretending like I wasn't more than nothing even though I never claim to be more
No sign of it getting better, every day it's getting rougher when I'm trying to exchange any word
I just hate the way how my brain's working from being maimed with this mental pain to the core
It's a shame that I cannot ever get used to the fact the things are not the same as before
Are the hands on the clock turning against me or do they just unmask?
Leave ’em silent for a while and suddenly they’re not in sight, not give a damn unless you're down for draining down the flask
Put them in a parcel, send it to the Parts Unknown and embrace the solitude with barely anyone left
Till you move apart soon as you always ignore what they have to say ’cause all you do is just vent
Everyone switches as I've been burning bridges
And everytime my heart cries for help, it's speaking in tongues
To rags from riches, unsewing all these stitches
Opening up the scars, let the blood flow where it belongs

[Chorus]
Feel like in too deep, cannot deny it
Knew it all along, so why am I still trying?
Look here as I look for my own place to cry and
Tell me why do I always feel like I am dying?
Been left as I left them, bonds - all of them severed
And everything we've been through’s like it's never happened
No one ever cared and I'll just let them have it
I want to disappear like I have never happened

[Outro]
Bonds - all of them severed
And everything we've been through's like it's never happened
No one ever cared and I'll just let them have it
I want to disappear like I have never happened