Koma

[Intro]
I'ma put 'em in a coma
Feeling like I'm in a coma
Invisible like a goner
They don't get what they don't wanna, yeah

[Chorus 1]
I often doubt myself everywhere I move
Like people all around me that cannot approve
Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise
To become something more than all of these who despise
I often doubt myself everywhere I move
Like people all around me that cannot approve
Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise
To become something more than all of these who despise

[Verse 1]
Living in a dream full of feels imaginated
Loudly silent scream never heard by maniacs faded
Put me in the back where I can solely smile at trees or sky
And become lonely, but at least by you not aggravated
Wanna get disintegrated in the nature
Or where I could be able to not hate ya
Never seen by anybody, doing what I might have done here
A bit earlier, let me now improve myself, become more mature
Someone major who would be at least noticed
But still unknown to most of you and I gotta note this
Before going any further as I don't wanna desert anymore
Get anxious or bored and abandon all, is
It all what I can do? Really nothing new
Thoughts I cannot mute while walking down the avenue
No revenue, feeling like in never-ending queue
And I'm too weak and sick of it, I'm prob'ly 'bout to end a few
'Cause it's a world where I should be used to this and it seems like I am
But as the time goes I'm becoming sure that I never was
I could not accept that fact and with all my emotions mixed
I'm coming back and forth against all doubts coming across
I would never be the one I'm looking back to
Without feeling of disgrace but I really try my best
Deep within my chest, feeling need of rest
And remembering everything what I say lest
I forget that looking around for the people that could've been able to help me
Overcome everything will not work as I can do it all only on my own
Nobody met by me is trusted, I cannot even trust myself
But I keep on going the way of disappointments always known
Like I keep on putting myself into sleep, it's the creep
That's afraid of the changes from the dusk till dawn
Against all with what they come up I put myself in a coma
So I'll never ever see how I will have grown

[Chorus 2]
I often doubt myself everywhere I move
Like people all around me that cannot approve
Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise
To become something more than all of these who despise
Feeling like I'm in a coma
(I often doubt myself everywhere I move)
Invisible like a goner
(Like people all around me that cannot approve)
They don't get what they don't wanna
(Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise)
Wanna put 'em in a coma, put me all up in a coma
(To become something more than all of these who despise)

[Verse 2]
Never awaken as I'm being taken
To fortress forsaken where something I can tell
About what I'm making, the limits I'm breaking
Or every example of me not doing so well
So many years been spent, audio letters sent
To keep it from ringing the bell
But it went different, is it my destiny where it's visiting me
Till they bury me six feet below hell?
Unaccomplish what I'm dreaming all about, myself I punish
As I'm screaming and I'm shouting, then I'm dreaming in the daylight
Wake me up and take me down, it's up to me if it's going down
When time is up if I'll be down for going under grave sign
Wood and the dirt both not able to bear
What's inside of me burning - away, why
Is it the same way I'm going to maintain my
Crumbling hate? late night trip into decayed side
Out of your sight, within my mind
Or could it be outside, where I just might
Not control it right? I don't wanna fight for my identity
But they're making me shutting off what's bright
As they wanna bite off everybody they recognize
And sympathize 'til there's nobody left not hypnotized
And minimized so they can rise as they used all of us pathetic guys
These things that I see with the eyes of mine
Simply what I cannot believe in
Have your own beliefs, but what is your reason?
You were teached to be this and deceive a
Future generation of all these heathens
But I can still be waste of your time
When you waste all your time needed, me either
Put me in the coma and let it all come outta me
So when I awaken nobody will be there

[Chorus 2]
I often doubt myself everywhere I move
Like people all around me that cannot approve
Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise
To become something more than all of these who despise
Feeling like I'm in a coma
(I often doubt myself everywhere I move)
Invisible like a goner
(Like people all around me that cannot approve)
They don't get what they don't wanna
(Are they sleeping on me or just don't want me to rise)
Wanna put 'em in a coma, put me all up in a coma
(To become something more than all of these who despise)
'Fore I'll put 'em in a coma