Forsaken Fortress

[Intro]
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, the prison of my mind
Often myself I lock here, when no one is behind
It's coming from the shadows, I cannot run or hide
When I'm slowly taken over by my own darker side
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress

[Verse 1]
6AM on the clock, sky turned from black to white
I got drunk as fuck, but haven't slept this night
The sobriety shock, put all the good aside
Till it disappears as I'm stuck with the torment inside
So I go outside with the mindset so see-through
Wish I could hide better so no one could see
How I cannot understand all of these people
So average and normal, so perfect to me
Again and again everything just repeats to
Inevitably question the purpose to be
My brain hurts, my heart hurts, like thousands of needles
Have stung them, in quicksand I sank, oh, so deep
And I try my best to breathe, but I'm running out of air
Tell me, how to fucking reach something that was never there?
All the walls have been breached, no more ways I can defend
Become corpse, the deceased, become purgatory-sent
See, these feelings I can't handle, every day, they drive me crazy
These emotions that have settled, so unwanted, it's amazing
And it's only getting better for this fat, sad, lazy
Motherfucker with no plan to do anything but erase the
History and undevelopment
Of all the tragedies I made
Misery has struck, I'm a sitting duck
So ugly you could say a Dane
Created my rump, but I'm not that dumb
To see it's not a fairy tale
"A little match foe" to die in the cold
With no one's warmness to avail
I'm lacking the patience, lacking the basics
Devoid of anything you could embrace and
So many wonderful ones I met throughout my life
But I always gotta be evasive
And even with this tongue I may never get to taste it
Two decades gone wrong, third's already being wasted

[Chorus]
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, the prison of my mind
Often myself I lock here, when no one is behind
It's coming from the shadows, I cannot run or hide
When I'm slowly taken over by my own darker side

[Verse 2]
Bring me to the land forsaken
Abandoned and desolated
Let me slowly fade in, wanna be taken
Somewhere else, to a place with nobody to be related
To with the comfort of seclusion, 'cause what else can be a solution
When all of the damage that I ever managed
To bring upon myself for being or not being passive
And then acting awfully savage
With criticizing my behaviors, but I never learn
From it and no saviors saved me from the turn
That I took of growing every disadvantage
Wasting nearly every second like I'm second to none
Procrastination's force to reckon with when shit's needed to be done
And when you get into each other more, never opened so before
Think about them and you're killing the sun
As the smallest itty-bitties enter your thoughts and you're really
Exaggerating them like you'd want them to be making fun
Never wanted such thoughts to be mine, but I cannot reverse the time
To improve the relationships and find a way to not need from my own self hide or run
I am the adventurer of my own kingdom
To which I invited nobody else
Trespassed by all of my dearest, my nearest
Closest ones, now guess, what was it worth?
Called the interregnum, got exiled
Now I'm searching for safety while doubting the sense
Looked for the ruins, a pile
Of rocks representing my deeds since the birth
Found a forsaken fortress
Inheritance from great-er grandfathers
Inhabitants turned into corpses
I'll be the only one here, now finding me will be harder
But it all happens inside of my mind
As I'm locking myself, so I won't hurt the others
And it's not the first time that I try
But I hope it's the last instead of just another

[Chorus]
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, the prison of my mind
Often myself I lock here, when no one is behind
It's coming from the shadows, I cannot run or hide
When I'm slowly taken over by my own darker side
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, it's my forsaken fortress
It's my forsaken fortress, the prison of my mind
Often myself I lock here, when no one is behind
It's coming from the shadows, I cannot run or hide
When I'm slowly taken over by my own darker side

[Outro]
Locked within my mind
With no way to escape
Welcome to my forsaken fortress