My hatred for my body and my inability to do anything about it

[Intro]
I want you to know that I don't hate you
I just can't stay here anymore
Depression has overwhelmed me
I can't escape my aching sores
But you don't make it better
If anything you make it worse
So drag me out of this godforsaken house
Lying on a hearse

[Chorus]
I cry myself to sleep
Every night
But you don't care about that
I mutilate myself
Everyday
But hey, hey, hey, hey now

[Verse]
I don't think you know how much I hate you
But love you at the same time
Its a dichotomatic spiral
One I'm putting behind me

[Bridge]
And I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave
I'm ready to tell you
What I mean
I'll make friends
I'll drive cars
I'll eat food
I'll go far
And it won't be a problem
But look at me when I talk to you
And maybe you'll realise
My traumatic experience never was a crime
But look at me when I talk to you
And maybe you'll realise
Maybe baby maybe you just had no reason to rhyme

[Chorus]
I cry myself to sleep
Every night
But you don't care about that
I mutilate myself
Everyday
But hey, hey, hey, hey now

I cry myself to sleep
Every night
But you don't care about that
I mutilate myself
Everyday
But hey, hey, hey, hey now