Detransitioning Comes For Us All When We Die

Part One

[Verse 1]
I feel so pathetic when I feel sad
What have I done do earn it
I still unreasonably beg for death
The ache of modernism
Detransitioning comes for us all in the end
My hips weren't made for me
My skull wasn't made for me
I wasn't made for me

[Chorus]
I can't help but see it
Visualize the pain I feel
Visualize you lying there
Barely corporeal

[Verse 2]
I hate you but I miss you
I miss myself
I should've died
I'm sorry you had to watch me fail
I've tried three more times after that
But I guess you wouldn't know
You wouldn't realize
I reject nature

[Chorus]
I can't help but see it
Visualize the pain I feel
Visualize you lying there
Barely corporeal

[Bridge]
I'm fucking twisted I'm mangled
There's no fiction to see here
I am broken beyond repair
But that's not your fault

[Chorus]
I can't help but see it
Visualize the pain I feel
Visualize you lying there
Barely corporeal
I can't help but see it
Visualize the pain I feel
Visualize you lying there
Barely corporeal

Part Two

[Spoken: Josh T Pearson]
I'm a plague upon myself, the captain of my own demise
I resent myself with a painful blade and rebuke the way I'm gonna die
That what matters not how straight the gate almost lead us back to the light
I resent myself with this painful blade but my cross will shine tonight

[Verse 1: Isabella James]
I killed Jesus
And I'll kill you too
Cancer has eaten me
And it will eat you too

[Chorus: Isabella James]
I'm the suicidal American dream
Eating myself from the inside
Eating myself from the inside
A rat in a bowl

[Verse 2: Isabella James]
I killed Jesus
And he said thank you
I killed Jesus
And he said thank you

[Bridge: Isabella James and Josh T Pearson]
I am a plague upon myself
I am my own demise
I resent myself with a painful blade
I rebuke the way I'll die
I am a coward
I haven't offed myself yet
Sooner or later it will happen
You won't know me if I'm dead

[Chorus: Isabella James]
I'm the suicidal American dream
Eating myself from the inside
Eating myself from the inside
A rat in a bowl