I Want You To Feel Me In Your Skin, I Want You To Hold Me In Your Hand

[Verse 1]
I'm at the lowest point of my life
Words can't do it justice
How I'm feeling how I'm living
How empty I am inside
Godesses are hexed facades to make up for the confidence we lack
At times Artimes and Hecate too looked back
At the way they hate their bodies like I desperately hate mine
If I could disappear I hope I would I hope you realise

[Chorus]
I hate being conscious
I hate living all the time
I hate the way I'm loving you
That's not what I chose to do
I hate being conscious
I hate living all the time
I hate the way I'm loving you
That's not what I chose to do

[Verse 2]
I can't look in the mirror
I'm scared of what I'll see
What if I were to see myself
Staring back at me
The scars all over my body
My greedy manly eyes
If I locked the pupils
I'd settle down and cry

[Chorus]
I hate being conscious
I hate living all the time
I hate the way I'm loving you
That's not what I chose to do
I hate being conscious
I hate living all the time
I hate the way I'm loving you
That's not what I chose to do

[Outro]
I wanna feel comfortable
I wanna feel alive
I'm tired of being in this dream state
I'm tired of being tired
Tired of being, tired of being
I'm tired of being tired
Tired of being, tired of being
Oh, tired of being tired
Tired of being tired, tired of being tired
Tired of being tired
Tired of being tired, tired of being tired
I am tired of being tired