Must come to an end

[antvgnst]
I been waiting for a long time
Tanto tiempo, sin poder pensar en nada (whoa)
En nada (whoa)

Y si ya no hago nada, nunca voy poder hacer má’
Tengo pila de gente que dependen de mi y nadie má’
Pero parecen que solo quieren perder to’ el time
Y si pierdo to’ el time, baby, no voy a ser el high

Y yo soy el más high, baby, that would be a crime

And I (yeah)
And I
Yeah

[LosTK]
I had to stay out the room, i was too diffy to fit in
Ain't no time to rest, i do this shit for a living
Life got too busy, I ain't get shit yet i'm pissy
The anxiety making me dizzy i need me a bell, i'm boutta get tizzy

In sobriety trust
Still get high sometimes ain't popping no pills
To this day i don't know how to feel
And i'd rather just keep it that way

Cuz sitting and weeping not getting me paid
Gotta find a way, to get out the way
Cuz you don't want a situation where you in the way
And you end up catching a stray

I had to get it my way, some way
Imma see happier days some day
Imma just carry the weight okay
It's too much going on in my tray

I just look at myself when i pray, if i pray
To be honest, all i see is gray
I just tell them i'm fine when they ask
Cuz i don't have nothing to say

(I'm losing my fucking mind)

Yeah i'm fine, but i'm not okay
'nother day without 100k
'nother day i wake up with no money
End it all 20 times in my head

I be lucky if i eat meal
Let alone get my ass out of bed

Sweet release of death that i've been longing for
So long

I need help but im not willing to, drag somebody else
In the reality im twisted into

And to be honest with you, a cry for help is often not enough
But it's my last resort
I'm taking pills cuz i need treatment i cannot afford
And i'd rather be dead than living as a question mark

I cross the square on the test, that i relate to the most
I hear the words "Severe depression" from my therapist in serious tones
I stare away my mind is filled with painful accurate moans
I ask myself what's gonna happen with the craft that I hone

I try to cry sometimes it's not that easy

I don't feel shit no more, i really don't