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[Intro]
Word

I don't give a fuck if you don’t like this shit
I'm not a rapper

[Verse]
Past meridian i wake up
Past tense won't let it shake up my mental
Ill intent, non-advised
Non-accidental

Depression kills people and fucks up dental
And my insurance wasn’t mine it was a rental
This life ain't gentle

Grew up on the block
Clutching on that 18
Before i was 18
Nigga i was a fiend

I was a youngin' tryna stack green
'23 nigga still broke, what a damn thing

I can't recognize myself i turned into a monster
All i can think about is how many worlds i can conquer
I didn't wanna be this way, shawty, blame the doctor
I might be a street nigga but i'm still acting proper

[Bridge]
I been through bullshit before, but not like this
I see the light, come here, give me a kiss
I did some fucked up shit, hope you don't reminisce
Fell on my way to heaven, and down in the abyss

But maybe i deserve it
But maybe i deserve it all
I dragged you in my world full of problems
And i don’t know if i can get you out

[Outro]
I was going through some shit. I’m telling you i was going through some deep shit
I was addicted to Xanax, I was like, depressed as a bitch

And i was coping with uh, Generalized Anxiety Disorder right?
It was a bunch of crazy shit that was going on at that point
(Generalized what the fuck?)

And uh- (What the fuck? generalized what?)
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (What is that?)

It's basically when you’re in a constant state of anxiety 24/7 (Oh right)
That's uh, the ignorant way to describe it
Basically what it is, it's just like, any situation will generate like a massive deal of stress to you