All good things

[Intro]
I've been walking from a long, long way
I've been trying for a long, long time
Baby don't you think i'm ready for the spotlight
Baby don't you think i'm ready for the showtime

I swear to God life is a funny thing
You could chase forever
But the goal always a mile away
And i think about it every day

Had to close my eyes
My insecurities are so bright
I've been working hard
To reach the status as the most high

I look within myself
I can't see anything there's no light

That's not right

[Verse 1]
I done spent my whole life fighting off the pills
Been dreaming for a long time, house up on the hills
My mom a bitch but i still wanna go get her a crib
My grandma told me that onе of these days imma be big

My granddad sick and i still havе to go and pay the bills
Nobody told me that life gets this real
That's the shit they don't tell you when they posting reels
I've been doing this shit off no sleep and a single meal
The pressure so unreal

I went from SRT to HRT
I wanna break the shell, I wanna be free
But there's a question that's tormenting me
If you saw the changes would you tell it's me

Or would you think i'm an anomaly
If you're angry my apologies
This who i am, this is what i'll be
So forgiveness is my only plea

[Verse 2]
I was a fool for giving you a chance
I gave you trust without a second glance
You can't be mad if i go take a stance
Cuz really i thought being empathetic wasn't so advanced

(Is it?)

Your unconditionality came with a clause
You're not aware of the fatality your action caused

You claim you love me and gave me the chance to be alive
Then turn around and say you'd give two fucks if i cut it short

I crush the pills roll a 50 bill and sink into the void you dug for me
While feeling deader every single snort

I can't be assed to show you feelings that you didn't teach
Unfortunate that chance is out of reach
It'll never be the same