Murder Suicide

Every time I write a song about you I tell myself it's the last one
Funny thing is I really believe it
I wish the best to whoever you're seeing
But I'd love to snap that motherfucker's neck or shoot him with this rusty hand gun
I close my eyes and I can just see it
But I know I don't have a good reason
Or maybe I should slit his throat for ear to ear and put him in the freezer
And maybe I should turn his skin into a coat for when it gets freezing
Every time we fuck and we fight like dogs, we say "This is the last time!"
But neither of us believes it
I guess this time you really mean it
You make me wanna dangle from this rope just to show you how much I love you
And I know that's selfish
I guess I'm just jealous
Or maybe I should slit my wrist and bleed out in this motel bathtub
I guess there's no telling
I'm sorry I can't help it

Or maybe I could do both
If I can't have you, he can't have you either baby, you know
You can visit both of our corpses in the graveyard
Won't be no open casket cause I'll cut his fucking face off
It's probably unhealthy, I like the thought a little too much
I don't got a conscious anymore, I don't give two fucks
Remember when you looked me in my eyes and said I'm useless
You know I was suicidal, just didn't think I could do it
Every time I write a song about you I tell myself it's the last one
Funny thing is I really believe it
I wish death to whoever you're seeing
Every time we fuck and we fight like dogs we say "This is the last time!"
And neither of us believes it
But this time I really mean it