Bygones

Damn Brandon, that's cold

[Chorus]
I don't think you loved me in the first place
Do something for me, get that fake love away from me
You was movin' funny on the first date
Gave you my trust, could've stayed but you changed on me
Really had me thinkin' shit was my fault
Lil' shorty know how to gaslight
We can let bygones be bygones
I guess we just met at a bad time

Told me that it's real but I can't tell
I can't trust nobody but my damn self
I was serving [?], doing crack sells
Can't go broke but I met a fucking cash cow [?]
Cause one day I'll be dead
Wanna leave something behind
I want a son one day
Wanna make my mom proud
I know she loves me but in her eyes it's a lot of pain
And it kills me
Could've been a better person
I feel guilty
Feel like everybody hate me in this city
Heart is so empty, I don't know what's missin', yeah
Tryin' to get sober for a second time
Thinkin' about all the shit I left behind
Cause it was more important to me to get drunk or high than for me to have a better life

[Chorus x 2]
I don't think you loved me in the first place
Do something for me, get that fake love away from me
You was movin' funny on the first date
Gave you my trust, could've stayed but you changed on me
Really had me thinkin' shit was my fault
Lil' shorty know how to gaslight
We can let bygones be bygones
I guess we just met at a bad time

I don't think you loved me in the first place
Do something for me, get that fake love away from me
You was movin' funny on the first date
Gave you my trust, could've stayed but you changed on me
Really had me thinkin' shit was my fault
Lil' shorty know how to gaslight
We can let bygones be bygones
I guess we just met at a bad time

She wanna kill me
She's gonna get her wish soon
Like her blood ice cold like a fucking igloo
Dumb ass bitch why you so vindictive
You was in the wrong but you won't admit it
You're so malicious
Bad for each other when we're both addicted
I think that we're codependent
Tell each other lies but it's not convincing
You said you had my back 'till the end
And left my ass abandoned for dead
If I OD'd you would say I was the one
That meant more than the others who must think I'm a punk
Now you running around town throwing dirt on my name
Rather pretend you hate me than [?] in my face
And that shit's really a shame but I can't let you disrespect me bitch, give me some space

[Chorus]
I don't think you loved me in the first place
Do something for me, get that fake love away from me
You was movin' funny on the first date
Gave you my trust, could've stayed but you changed on me
Really had me thinkin' shit was my fault
Lil' shorty know how to gaslight
We can let bygones be bygones
I guess we just met at a bad time