Hole

She told me 'Kill yourself'
Let me think about it and I'll call you back
Hypochondriac of a bottle of some cognac
Haunted from my past
Momma think I'm fucking traumatized
She keeps saying I should get some help
Sorry not tonight
Maybe I'll try tomorrow
I don't got time to borrow
I'm just trying to drown out my sorrow cause inside I feel hollow
In a awful place
Thoughts start to contemplate
If I end my life then I won't have to overcompensate
Not impressed
Never had no common sense
Off my meds
Living rent free inside your shorty head
I've been on edge, I'm thinking 'bout jumping of the ledgе
When I'm all alone I realizе I miss my toxic friends
With a stripper bitch
She wanna get sodomized
I don't use protection, how the fuck I know my condom size
Say it with my chest, I don't apologize
She be lobotomized
In my city zombies drop like flies

Don't know if I'll ever get out of this hole
But I"m starting to have doubts
I feel so cold
Why am I so alone
What you do when your house just don't feel like home?

Don't know if I'll ever get out of this hole
But I"m starting to have doubts
I feel so cold
Why am I so alone
What you do when your house just don't feel like home?

The birds chirpin' and the sun's out
Voices in my head tellin' me to put the gun down
And I pick it up, why should I give a fuck
It's in my blood
I take the personality, shit's really fun
Feelin' stuck
Intrusive thoughts linger
Close to giving up
Feeling suck
Put 'em in a swisha and I twist 'em up
It's when I'm taking care of myself
Promise this shit get dark
Remember I was 7 in my bed bumpin' Linkin Park
That's when I fell in love with music
Little did I know one day I'll become so fucking reclusive
I'm abusive to myself
Doggy I'm just a nuisance
I feel putrid
Ask myself like 'Why do I even do this?'
Miss when I was just a kid still
Bitch give me the pistol, I wanna know how that clip feel
Give me your love I wanna know how your lips feel
Wanna know how your kiss feel
That's the kiss of death
Why you still in my head
[?] bitch [?]
Every time she gave me neck
Baby you don't gotta be upset
One day I'mma be gone like you wanted and you'll be a wreck