Missin’ Time

[Verse 1]
So, I just went on a trip today (Trip today)
Tryin' to take my mind off of the way (Of the way)
That everything in my life feels stuck
But it seems that I'm shit all out of luck
Because I still don't feel no difference, all this numbness is a hindrance
To the feelings that I felt, so it seems I haven't properly dealt
With what's badly troubling me
I've been trying to stop it from bubbling free
So I can pretend I'm fine, back broken from lack of spine
And the weight I put on it, that from my thoughts I omit
But it seems that I really can't
Even despite all of the false memories that I implant
That still don't help me a bit, what can I say? Life's a bitch
But I cannot really quit, stuck hanging from some kind of bridge
And my vision is a blur, I can't take my thoughts from her
I ignore all of the signs and watch the grass grow into vines
Don't bother to mow the lawn, 'cause you still won't be able to move on
From the girl that broke your heart (Broke your heart)

[Verse 2]
Right from the start, I should've known the truth
Let her rip my soul apart, killed the bliss of my youth
All because I was a fool, blinded by love, what a tool
Kept hoping it'd be alright if I held out one more night
If I made it through just one more nightmare
And so, I fell into a deep despair
As one night became five, and then it rose to ten
Wondering if she's alive or if I fucked up again
And the number of days just kept on rising
As I ignored my friends' constant advisings
I waited for her return and I fell into a cycle
Deep down into the abyss I call 'the downward spiral'

[Outro]
And I'm still there (And I'm still there)
And I'm still there (And I'm still there)
Fuck... (Fuck...)