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[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
I saw the biggest mistake of my life today
But somehow, I'm hoping I'll make it alright this way
If I confront all the pain that I've been holding up inside
Maybe all of it will finally start to subside
She's right there, looking at me from down the aisle
Out the corner of my eye, I saw what looked like a smile
Am I losing it, or is this shit for real?
Continued abusing or is this just no big deal?
I can't say I know what I'm doing here anymore
I look at her and all my thoughts run out the door
I'm left staring at her, anxiety on the climb
And I'm a kid again, looking at her for the first time
Fuck! I've fallen in love... again
I'm in shock, and so, I drop the pen
And watch as all the progress that I made crumbles to the ground
She didn't even say anything, and she's left me spellbound

[Chorus]
It's been a year and some change
And it's clear that you've changed
It's been a year and some change
And I thought that I'd changed, but I'm still fucking stuck in the loop
It's been a year and some change
And it's clear that you've changed
It's been a year and some change
And I thought that I'd changed, but I'm still fucking stuck in the loop

[Verse 2]
It's been an hour, or has it been four or five?
I lost track of time since I looked into your brown eyes
Now I'm talking with my friends, but I can't hear what they are saying
'Cause my mind's wondering how long you will be staying
And as you silently stand up and walk across the room
I feel all those memories rush back from their dusty tomb
Where I buried them with you, but I guess old flames die hard
Burned my fucking heart and now you're leaving my mind charred
I'm hoping that if I can tell you how I feel
That it could maybe be the same, but I just want to be healed
Shouldn't want you back in my life, but I can't fucking help it
Messaging "Happy birthday" at 12:01, don't say you never felt it!
Or was that just to bring me back under control
Watch me fall right back deeper into this fucking hole?
Would've preferred rejection over what you did to me
Ghosted me for so long that you were practically dead to me
That's because I thought that you might actually be dead
Weight hanging over my head like a massive cloud of dread
Praying to whatever god there is that you were just okay
Checking my phone feverishly waiting for any word you'd say
But it never came, not when it mattered most
'Cause when I needed to be pulled back from the ledge, you'd ghost
Every time you needed someone to dump your fucking baggage on
I was always the one there for you, but when I fucking needed you, you're gone!

[Chorus]
It's been a year and some change
And it's clear that you've changed
It's been a year and some change
And I thought that I'd changed, but I'm still fucking stuck in the loop
It's been a year and some change
And it's clear that you've changed
It's been a year and some change
And I thought that I'd changed, but I'm still fucking stuck in the loop

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