Meanwhile...

[Verse 1]
Yeah
It just happens to be the same old rap with the same old shit
The same old fighting with the same old bitch
The same old rattle with the same old tricks
And I'll be damned in hell if I'm still dealing with it
Turn to twenty-two in a few hundred hours
Perfect shower acidic rain for deserved cowards
And in a life like A Tribe Called Quest
I'll be drumming no heart until the suns up
If you're gonna be a partner, who gives a fuck
'Cause nothing's ever true if one's given up
It's been a dog life barking at the wrong cub
So when the lion comes out everybody run
See the webs are quick to entangle off some cold what
Especially when the doctor's prescribing the wrong drug
And the shit that I've described is just to no lust
Something true that I wish was built on trust
But

[Chorus]
Somebody thinks I'm crazy
I swear I'm losing my head
Some people think I'm lazy
I swear I'm losing my head
Some people swear I'm ugly
I swear I'm losing my head
I think I'm fucking crazy
'Cause I'm not liking myself

[Monogatari sample]

[Verse 2]
Somehow I can't keep a job because some things never change
Guess my NHK attitude would rather be disdained
Replaced 'cause I might never get what the fuck I work for
Especially when no seven dollars can pay for water
Been trying to let go of my past for the longest
But it keeps playing catch up when I'm caught in a fogging
I get lost in my thoughts, drifting and flawless
Trying to make moves off of this no-income bullshit
You get a hint at how I'mma loser 'cause of no school
How Elaine is better than me 'cause she graduated from Rutgers
And how Manas is better cause a nigga has a masters
But I have something you would never ever establish
Something you would never ever establish

[Outro]
Ha, dude, ha ha ha
Ha, ha, dude, ha ha
Ha, ha, ha, dude, ha ha
Oh my god, ha, ha
I'm insecure as all shit