Make Me Whole

I am empty
But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole
So far they've just made me sick
They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go
Making the phone call wasn’t so bad
But sitting in that waiting room made me sick
Questioning if I even belong here
As I stared at my reflection and pretended to not exist

I thought I could face this all by myself
But here I am, giving in and getting help
They think that my head is affecting my health
They think that my head is affecting my health
I work myself up my blood pressure’s too high
I stopped eating salt ‘cause I’m too young to die
There’s a point where it’s all in your head
Starts taking its toll on more than just your mind

I am empty
But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole
So far they've just made me sick
They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go
Of headaches and incessant sleeping
A mix of nausea, lack of appetite, and dry heaving
Blurred vision wasn’t on that list
But now I’m running in circles and trying to fight this

Spent twelve hours shaking went back to the doctor’s
This is supposed to help me not make everything worse
My head feels like lightning, my body’s the thunder
Rumbling beneath me, oh, everything hurts
So here’s what we’ll do, we will try something new
We will find something that will work better for you
So here’s what we’ll do, we will try something new
We will find something that will work better for you

I thought I could face this all by myself
But here I am, giving in and getting help
They think that my head is affecting my health
They think that my head is affecting my health
I work myself up my blood pressure’s too high
I stopped eating salt ‘cause I’m too young to die
There’s a point where it’s all in your head
Starts taking its toll on more than just your mind

I am empty
But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole
So far they've just made me sick
They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go