Anatomy of a Crush

I saw you twice in one night with tears in your eyes
The second time we were standing on my back porch
Watching the rain, watching the sky
You went on about the world being beautiful
And how that made you emotional
I couldn't help but think it was beautiful
To see someone so passionate about life
We couldn't see the stars, but you said you could feel them
I couldn't feel the stars, but I felt something

I want to tell you that I think you're adorable
But I think I'd rather you just kick me in the shins
'Cause I've never been in a relationship
So by default I'm terrified and desperate
Awkward and uncomfortable
I don't want to be vulnerable again
I'm so over the small talk and wondering
Could you please just kiss me or crush this?

I spend too much time thinking of where I belong
What could go right and what’s gonna go wrong
It isn’t a matter of writing a song
It’s pitching a plot line if you want to play along
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on