​love died.

L-O-V-E-D-I-E-D
She don't need me, clear like HD
Hey Ross, sauce it up!
Jkei, really?

Girl back up, I'll turn you toxic
Don't hit me up 'cause I'll just block it
I'm not enough, I know I'm not, bitch
My heart was crushed by a girl I'm not with

Still think about what I did wrong
But instead of cryin' I make songs
She's in my head like all night long
And when I go to sleep, to my dream she comes

L-O-V-E-D-I-E-D
She don't need me, clear like HD
I don't know why the fuck you hate me
Ain't no love around me lately

I don't want to, but I want you
Gave up on love when I lost you
You wanna leave, can't stop you
So, before you do, I'ma drop you
I don't want to but I want you
Gave up on love when I lost you
You wanna leave, can't stop you
So, before you do, I'ma drop you

Love won't heal me, I'm too broken
You say you feel me but I'm hopeless
I can't feel shit, no
Why can't I just let go?
Shivers down my neck when I felt your breath
Turn to pain inside my chest when I read that text
You don't even care last time I checked
So why's it so hard to get you out my head?

I don't know and I never will
I'm stuck on you 'till I'm dead and still
Wanna turn back to the meds and pills
It's getting too hard with the shit I feel

I don't like who I am
I miss your soft face on my hand (on my hand)
Should let go but I can't
Wasn't good but it's all I had (all I had)

Can't make myself move on
If I do then you're really gone (now you're gone)
Time and time I tried to show you that I would say I do
I love you

But what you do is make me feel worthless
Why can't I just see that you're not worth it?
Maybe because I think that you're perfect
Baby, I'm not fine, you left me hurting

I don't know how to come back from this
Everything in our past I miss
Even the bad times, I'm not a bad guy
My heart; you trapped mine, love I cannot find

Thank you for existing