​it’s not all.

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And I don't even know if I'm progressing or forgetting
'Cause every now and then I turn up stones that I have hidden
And then I recall some things I tried to keep off
Even if you're deaf, I hope you know the tree can still fall
'Cause I break down and no one notices until I make a song
Your timing's kind of off, you only look when I'm already gone
You only try to touch me when my sense of it is going numb
I seem a bit out of it, I don't know what is going on
Autumn inside of my soul
I'm dying, it's all getting cold
Drop all the things that are old
Make room for all the things I'll grow
I wanna hold on but I can't
How can I go on if I don't let go?
All I really wanted was to be your man
Thought you were the one but you're not, I know
It seems to be a problem when I get real with
The people in my life that I have chosen I will deal with
I'm learning not to stress out, cause what's it even all worth
When every single one of us will die and lie upon dirt

"Damn bro, you don't think that's kind of like morbid?"
"Honestly no, like its the fucking truth, like you want me to sugarcoat it or some shit?"

Why don't all of you just fuck off?
I don't need you if you won't give all
I want every drop of what you have
You just want what seems good but it's not all
So you leave when it's not easy
I want you to love me, not need me
I don't think anyone has seen me
With the eye that's never blinking

"What the fuck are you talking about? Shut the fuck up."