​breathless.

Sorry if I hurt you I didn't mean to I was just hurt too
It don’t even matter you're gone cause I pushed you away
Now whenever we call you're in another state
I wish I was there but right now I’m just stuck here
Mistakes I made got me shit out of luck here
It's all my fault, I'm falling apart
I'm scared, you're gone
I thought you were the one
I can't take the pain but I know I'm to blame
You're no longer in my frame
Now all my pictures are a blank
Where do I go now? Who do I turn to?
All this shit happened but wasn’t supposed to

"Hey, um, I don’t even know if you get on here anymore but like it's the only way I can contact you at the moment, I guess. You’re like the only person I really, really let know me and I'm sorry if I hurt you when I said those things. Hopefully one day, our paths cross again. I hope you're doing well. I love you. Ken."

I'm stuck with these feelings I cannot escape
This feeling in my chest making me shake
I know what I feel but it’s hard to explain
I know we all go through shit but this ain't yo pain
So don't fucking tell me what I should and not do
I called for help and my savior was not you
You been through shit well I been through a lot too
The path that you took wasn't one that I walked through

So leave me the fuck alone
Just leave me the fuck alone
Please leave me the fuck alone
I wanna be left the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone
Just leave me the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone

I found a genie, I made 3 mistakes though
Can't get out what's in me, you'll care when it's too late though
I'll turn to my demons, the angels call is faint so
I don't know if they care so why would I think that you did too?
No one knows how I feel so only I know how to fix this
Let me fuck up as much as I need too until I learn my lesson
I can't give my heart to you, you'd twist it until it's a weapon
Wrap my love around my neck and hold on until I fall breathless