[Verse 1]
I haven't smoked a cigarette in two whole weeks
And I'm learning not to hate myself for little things
All this time alone is forcing me to take control of
The times I don't clean my apartment or communicate
And when I have to work tomorrow and stay up too late
I finally feel inspired, and I'm not okay with the way I was
(The way I was, the way I was)
The way I was
[Chorus]
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
Again
Slowly becoming better than
Who I've been
[Verse 2]
So let me try and say, "I'm sorry for the last two years
When I was drinking way too often to control my fear
Of a meaningless existence where I just disappear"
And I wanna take a minute to accept the blame
For all the times that I would swear to you that I would change
I misplaced my motivation
And I just remained the same
(Remained the same, remained the same)
Remained the same
[Chorus]
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
Again
Slowly becoming better than
Who I've been
[Bridge]
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
[Chorus]
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence (Without presence)
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
Again
[Outro]
So I'll draw my own lot in life
(Everything's all right)
(Everything's just fine)
I know what it's like
(Everything's all right)
To be present without presence
(Everything's just fine)
I've come to terms with who I am
(Everything's all right)
And I'm learning to love myself again
(Everything's just fine)
(Everything's all right)
Again
(Everything's just fine)
Everything's all right
Lost in IKEA was written by Cliffdiver.
Lost in IKEA was produced by Seth Henderson.
Cliffdiver released Lost in IKEA on Fri Nov 08 2019.