Alone in Your Apartment

[Verse 1]
Knocked Up was playing on TV again
I remember when we used to watch it when we were still just friends
It's not the nights I miss the most, just all the little things
You left me so unsure of what tomorrow brings

[Chorus]
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
Because I broke you down
And I burned you out
And I still blamed you
(I still blamed you)

[Verse 2]
Without your light, how will I fight back
All of these demons at my door?
It feels darker now, like all the stars burned out
And I can feel my definitions fading
I've been itching numb skin, trying hard to feel again
Having to convince myself there's something left for someone else
And in this moment I feel confident that letting go is all I have now
Under my control

[Chorus]
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
Because I broke you down (Broke you down)
And I burned you out (Burned you out)
And I still blamed you

[Chorus]
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to bleed all these insecurities
Because I'm broken down
And I'm so burnt out
And I can't blame you

[Bridge]
What should I do
If I can't blame you?

[Outro]
The only thing I know for sure
Is that I can't take much more of this
Will this pain end?
Or should I handle this myself?
The long kiss goodnight
My hands are shaking now
If I fell from these heights
Could I lose myself on the ground?
I think I'll handle this myself