This happens to be my favorite song on the entire project. It was originally just a demo, and it sat on my demo hard drive for a couple of months before I realized how much I loved it.
The song talks about admitting your sins. As I write, I talk about how I should be removed from everything and God...
[Hook]
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
[Verse 1]
Gotta be... gotta be honest
Gotta be real to make a profit
To make some dollars, win the contest
Be some prophet, gin and tonic
It's super sonic
I’ve been sleepless in Seattle
Still so hesitant to travel
Cursed by God inside the chapel
They tell me I should kick some gravel
Sayonara, oh skedaddle
Please removе me from the castle
Takе my picture off the mantle
You gon' hear some propaganda
I know this is hard to handle
They consider me a vandal
After hearing 'bout the scandal
God might make me an example
Please forgive me for the sins
That I'm 'bout to commit
The perfect story ends with death
You know I can't resist
I'm on my way back to the world
That put me through this
I guess I never learned my lesson
Here we go again
[Hook]
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
I don't know, I don't know where I'm going
[Verse 2]
I was once a kid, but now I’m still a kid
The only difference is, that now I’ve got a
Bank account and dividends
Now I’ve got a car and driver’s license
A girl and a dog
I used to have dreams, but now I’ve got a job
Waiting tables on the side
Though it’s my only source of income
But I see that freedom rise
Now I wonder if kingdom did come
To all the ones I did love
I gave my heart away
And this place is safe for me to say
I’m glad you didn’t stay, huh
Regardless of some songs I wrote before
And the things I may have said some time ago
I can’t deny the more I write
The more I contradict my former verses, yuh
The more I write, the more I’m feeling nervous
Close the curtains, gone for church
But I don’t want to be labeled
Why are Christians often times
The ones who seem the most hateful
That’s why my faith is so shaken
And my soul is so vacant
I feel disabeled
I leave myself behind ‘til it’s fatal, yuh
Lost was written by Cole Hedgecoth.
Lost was produced by Cole Hedgecoth.
Cole Hedgecoth released Lost on Fri Aug 28 2020.