Lonely

[Verse 1]
I've been feeling so lonely
I don't know what I do
Won't you tell me you love me?
Won't you tell me it's true?
I've been staying in bed
I can't see where to go
All these thoughts in my head
They keep telling me "No"
They keep telling me stay
I should worry 'bout them
I keep saying I can't
But they still know where I live
They keep coming inside
They won't leave me alone
Now I just swallow my pride
Now I just hang up the phone
Hang up the phone, hang up the phone
You ain't finna talk to me that way
Out on my own, out on my own
I've just been walking in my own space
Leave me alone, leave me alone
I don't need you to be in my face
When I'm in Rome, when I'm in Rome
When I'm in Rome
All that Stella Rosa Black
Just another heart attack
Just another golden plaque
Until I hit it from the back
Cause all these conversation empty
But the arguments are plenty
And I'm acting like I care
I'm working harder for that Emmy
All the shame I keep within me
All the pain since I was twenty
No, it never really hit me
'Til I “Veni, Vedi, Vici”
No, I'll never spend a penny
On someone who doesn't love me
Yeah, you tried to keep my under
Tried to keep yourself above me
But I'm tired of the fighting
Tired tryna make it right
How I always take the blame
It don't matter if I'm right
Girl, I wanted you forever
I just wanted you for life
But you got what you wanted
You wanted me for the night
We lay in bed and it's been addressed
I apologized for the words I said
Maybe sink or swim
With that ink on your wrist
With that bling on your fist
Grab a drink out the fridge

[Verse 2]
Late nights on Sunset BLVD
Take me to seminary
I'm married to metaphors
I'm a medical credit card
I was buried, accounted for
This accounting is secular
I'm surrounding the regular
I'm feeling very particular
I'm addicted to your love
I'm addicted to your blood
I'm addicted to the way
You used to say I was enough
Your manipulation greatest accolade
Is me believing that you cared for me
That you would do the same
It's a nightly encounter
Arguments are getting louder
I admit I'm still a coward
Don't you know that's where we at?
I was falling for you slowly
Won't you come and hold me closely?
Man I swear I'm on my own
Lately I've been feeling lonely