Live Alone, Die Alone

Shit been gettin' difficult
My life is at a stand-still
I lost friends and so much time
That I wish I had still
I can't numb the pain
But maybe crazy loads of cash will
I can't numb the pain
But maybe money clothes and cash will

I ain't trippin
Listen
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be
Working
Writing verses means the most to me
I'm a sad boy
I don't let nobody close to me
Cuz' first it's all love
Then eventually
Their over me

Baby take the pain away
I just take it day to day
Ball until I fade away
DempsyRoll
I paper chase
I'm trapped inside my brain
I hate this damn corrupted database
Man there's something wrong with me
It's throwing off my beta waves

Illest' with the flows
Will I make it?
I don't know
But I'm gon' give it all I got
This is what I chose
And lately I've been feeling at an all-time low
All these people know my number but don't call my phone

Fuck em' all
Fake snakes
I don't fuck with that
Mama' told me from the jump
Never trust a rat
Live alone
Die alone
Yea it's just a fact
I try hiding my emotions
But I suck at that

This is it
No more trippin'
I had two more second chances
I feel pressure
I feel pressed
With every second that passes
And how I ended up here
That shit is beyond me
Gotta live with my decisions
You feel me
Its all me

I been smoking every night
I got this money on my mind
Bitch I coulda' signed already
But I didn't
I declined
I ain't selling out my soul
I know that I'm one of a kind
And the things I think are crazy
That's some shit I can't describe

Shout out to my fuckin' team
I got my day ones by my side
Yea It's us against the world
But we gon' make it it's alright
I'm gonna make sure we make millions
Even If I got to die
I been grindin' way too long
I swear my dreams won't be denied

I said fuck it lets just run it
Let's leave everything behind
I got no time for no bitch
I got no time to socialize
I got this tunnel vision
Listen
All I see is dollar signs
I ain't switching out for nothin' pussy
That's the bottom line

DempsyRollBoy
I'm just sayin'
I can't let nobody take this
I can't take a day off baby
This that everyday shit
I been through it all now
I can see through all that fake shit
Girl my hearts already broke
And now no one can break it

Live alone
Die alone
Grindin' till my mind is blown
War ready soldier
I ain't scared to let the night explode
I already told ya'
I'ma go and get it on my own
Nobody can stop me
Just watch me
I'm reaching milestones

This for all the times that people told me just to quit
This for all the fuckin' nights when I was sleepin' in my whip
This for everyone that switch when I was down and jump ship
Don't come runnin' back askin' for nothin' when I'm dumb rich

I done been through so much bullshit that you cannot comprehend
Anybody you see wit' me that's my family not my friends
I'ma get the last laugh
Bitch I'm driven by revenge
I been having flashbacks
To some tragic events

Ey, When I die don't send no one that knew me your condolences
Cuz' no one had my back, back when I had eviction notices
I'm overcoming struggles
I was broke
I'm still a broken kid
They used to write me off
But now they know I write the coldest shit

It hurts when someone plays with you
Hate it then I hate you
Fuck I do this for my fans
I spit the pain they relate to
I ain't scared to speak the truth
I'm saying facts
I ain't afraid to
I'm the voice you need to hear
When there's nobody to come and save you

Saying true to myself
Cuz' really that's all that I can be
I'm bettin' my life on this
I never had a plan B
Ya'll know what it is
You know I body every sad beat
That's cuz' I'm depressed
I wanna wake up from this bad dream

I been feelin' sick cuz' of the things that I suppress
I been holdin' all this in
I had to get it off my chest
Never felt like I belong
So that's why I disconnect
This is from my soul
This the realest I could get