Be Strong

[Verse]
Tonight feels like my last night, pretty soon I'll be gone
Sorry but my mind's weak, I could never be strong
They think I can change, I think that they think wrong
Ever since that day, they said that I seem off
I was done, I ran away, rubble with a damaged brain
Sick of the fronting everyone puts up, life's a masquerade
Rejected by society, I'm lonely, I'm a castaway
I don't know myself, I'm empty, I don't have a face
And I'm so embarrassed by my past mistakes
I regret them, I wish I could make my past erase
Walk a mile in my shoes, you wouldn't last a day
They won't show me any love until I pass away
All the money in the world couldn't save me from this darkness
DempseyRollBoy, I can't feel this void, I'm fuckin' heartless
I'm not of this earth, you people treat me like a martian
Like I crash landed on this planet in a starship
Nothin' I do matters, I don't know my self worth
Crucified by my lies, I don't think I felt worse
I just set myself up, fuck, every breath hurts
So if you play with fire then expect to get burnt
That's the lesson I learned, It's one I'll never forget
Now I can't forgive myself for all the things that I said
And all the shit that I did, I think I'm better off dead
I'm about to end this pain and put a bullet through my head
This is my goodbye, there's no way that I'll stay
I tried my best but I can't take another day
My silhouette faded, I hate that it's lost shape
A fallen angel destined to suffer in god's maze
Me versus me, I'm my own worst enemy
So much insecurity, so much negative energy
I'm insignificant, nobody will remember me
I won't be missed, I'll just be another memory