Little Kid (Solo YouTube Release)

I wanna climb the mountain like I did
When I was a little kid
But I've gotten so big and tall and wide
I'd probably crush it if I tried

I miss the pain of the heat on my thighs
When the sun had been beating on the playground slides
I miss when my world was as small as me
Just the neighbor kid and my family

I wanna wear my old sundress
But I'm so ugly now, I know it'd never fit
I wish I felt as pretty as i did
When I was a little kid

I wanna go back and try again
Maybe this time I can win
Cause I feel cheated I feel sore
I feel angry and I feel bored

There is no more wonder left
Now that I know everything
I wanna go back before I knew
Anything about the world or about you

I wish my parents loved me like
I was still their brand new child
Before I ever lost their pride
Before they knew what I was inside

Now I feel so heavy I feel so numb
I wanna get real stoned 'til I throw up
Nothing feels the way it did
When i was a little kid