Chewing Sand and Kicking Gravel

Chewing sand and kicking gravel
This shit will be in my mouth and shoes for at least another week
And when I get tired of feeling the same way as always
I'll just gut myself in the shower

Chewing sand and kicking gravel
I tried to get away but I can't leave behind my head
So when I went south to drown myself real pretty
I was too tired to get out of bed

Chewing sand and kicking gravel
I let my body walk away and waited in the car
Now it's been a year and I'm just as angry as before
I will never learn from my mistakes

Pounding sand and burning the chapel
If I am gonna lose my mind I'll go out with a bang
And of all the times I tried to make you love me
You always loved yourself more