​left turn

I don't think I'll come to grips with the mess
With the mess I've made
Nineteen years were all for nothing
Did you hear me scream did you feel my heat
Please remember me
Please remember
Cause I still can't let go

Your hands in mine
At half past nine take you home
Short trip just with you
Talking through the booze
But you're here with me

Stumble to my door, open yours
Headlights glow like еyes
Yours lock with mine

Hear your voicе muffled under noise
From rain pouring down on the roads ahead
I can't make out the words you say now
Put my foot down and up the revs
I - said we'll be forever as I held you close
Everything I loved right beside me as I drove
Take my hands off the wheel as I try grab
Your hand turn around to see headlights in your eyes

Your eyes
We'll die

Left turn as it all gets slow
Panic and rain disembogue
Your voice echoes through my whole mind

Say you love me as I swerve
Should've taken the last turn
Cause It wouldn't of hurt

Are you there
Your eyes
Your smile
Your life
Hold me

Tears run down my face as rain makes it all fade
I'll scream for you but you are nowhere to hear
Scrape my knees on asphalt
Grab your hand in warmth - cold just like ice
I said I’d take you home tonight I
Lied

Are you there do you feel does it hurt still
Cause I can't hold you

Diffidence when I tried to speak but now I can't talk
All you said sticks with me your face lights up my nightmares
Said you loved me one last time I
Wish I could've said it back
Every photo still makes me cry
When I look at your eyes

Had to sell that car cause I can't bear the pain
Ghosts sitting shotgun still hear you say my name
Your voice
Take me back to dinner still with you
Still with me

I don't think I’ll forget
That last drink that I had
I could feel your arms around me as you died
I can still feel your arms when I cry
Tell me why it was you not me
Tell me why I still love you

Do you remember do you love me still
Do you feel your hurt
Do you feel my hands around you
Do you feel me are you still here
Your hands feel cold

I see your face
Right beside me
Will you stay here