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Won't ever forget the look in your eyes
When you held me close under the night sky
Hands shaking in mine as you tried not to cry
Cause I was yours - cause you were mine
Time slips away from us as you departed
Still feel your hands as if around me
Everything we shared still holds at my heartstrings
Exigency pulls at me but I can't

Bare to see your face one more time
What if it all fades like that day
Do you feel do you
Do you hurt do you
Was my feelings true I miss you

And you never told me goodbye
Cause you said wе'd meet again sometime
Same night sky you and I
But I can't find that timе
All you said
All you meant
I think were lies

Languid eyes fall on reflections I can't make out
Your face a blur in my mind while I try to breathe
Onerous words exit my lips and hurt
Cause I know that I can't take back all that I said to you

Everything that I said
Do you remember it
Do you remember all of the times that we shared
Every small memory
Culminates inside me
As you try forget about it
I never lost our love fall into tenebrous
That was inside of you
Cause you never cared about me
Act like you did
But I know that it all was just nothing

Under the moonlight you said that you loved me
But why did your smile seem different that day
Gazing right past me I know that she's not me
But why couldn't you tell me to my face
Hands on my shoulder as the dance gets slower
And everything else just seems to fade away
You said you loved me but you didn't want me
But I couldn't let go through my own pain

You grip me tightly
Pain won't let me leave you
Stay right beside me
Cause I’m scared of what happens if
You leave me am I nothing
All of my time and my words hoping you'd love me
For me someday
I can't see why you'd still want me
When she's there right for you and I'm just another
Another distraction

Said that I’d grow and you'd wait have I grown up
Change who I am just to play into your love
But I don't want to be tied down no more
Everything you said it sticks and it's sore
Only realised that you made it worse
You made it worse
You were my hurt

But you're gone
And I can't help feeling that you didn't
Really care for me at all
All the things you said you would remember but
You forgot about
Your love
You were my whole life you were my everything but I
Was just memories
To forget about once you're done and out
But that's gone for you
Do you hurt
Cause I do