​deconstructing the human ego

Pull my heart out
When you told me
Do you see?

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?

I'd try ask you but you're part of me
I'll cut into my own self

Breathing from my skin
Let my body dwell within
My head enveloped in constant tides of thoughts
My own ocean
I don't see myself when I wake up at night
The mirror in my mind is black and white
I don't have myself
I can't feel my hold
Where's my light
Where's my way out now

Try my best to heal
But you can't fix emotions
Without all the
Time I've lost
Chasing time I held
Thinking that its right
But my body just won't move
All the times I've told you
All the times I've
Triеd to stay whole when I fell down

Still hеar my name in the wind
Still feel what you said float by me
Deconstruct my own emotions
Maybe I’ll find what's wrong with

Did you feel me did you love me
Was this really what I wanted
Did you see what I was did you open me
Did you need what I felt you wanted to see

I try keep it locked inside but I (ego shatters break my heart)
Don't think I can hold on much longer (tear my body rip apart)
Don't you see I’m just breaking down (cause what do I really want)
Into pieces of what I once was (cause is what I have enough)
(cause do you still care for me) (cause like who am I really)

Won't forget where I came from

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
Do you feel?