Laughing backwards

I could relate but id rather hate on you
Just masturbate and stay while i lay on you
Kill me i promise that ill never haunt you
Do it while youve got no motive to stop you

The urge to destroy that which you create
Return me to the earth from whence i came
Its only natural so theres no blame
I dont mean it but im not ashamed

Let me know if you wanna go
I know youre biding your time
Until youve got it all

Write it down take a pic or twelve
Watch me melt
And harden again and finish myself

You couldn't be happy if they werent
Looking at you look at you
A couple of em looked at me
And you thought
Thats something a child could do

Righter than you know righter than you know
But then again you're always right i know->
It doesnt take a blue flame to burn
Through the melting snow

I will smile at your stupid stolen jokes
I dont have the energy to force myself
To laugh as hard as i used to force myself
To laugh to make you like me
I was faker than you

Ha ha ha
Ah ah ah

Youve got me laughing backwards again
But i can't be your friend

I could relate but id rather just date you
I masturbate in bed and think about you
Honestly i dont think all that much of you
But here i am wondering if i could love you

Maybe its cos i think you could love me
All because you wanna fuck me
You think youre so fucking funny
Ill play along i feel like youre above me

On the plus side when you make me cum
I dont have the urge to pull away or throw up
Ill show up, again and again
You dont say stop, look at my luck

Someone to fuck to suck and to hold
Everything you touch turns gold
Just like you
Youre the best
Fuck the rest
Youre the king
And im a mess
Im so blessed im in your bed
I confess im obsessed

Youve got me laughing backwards again
And the beginning is the end
Ha