​i’m blocking you

I'm blocking you
On every social network
I don't really want to
But seeing you never doesn't hurt

I know it's stupid
I know it makes me look immature
But having to see you being
Happy is fucking torture

Don't let the internet suggest
That we might want to connect
Don't show up in my feed
Or be mentioned by any of my friends

They're not my friends
If they're friends with you
I mean I'd hope if I were them
That'd be exactly what I'd do

But then again
That's not realistic
I know I'm being selfish
The world is still turning
Even though my phone's no longer purring

I'm blocking you
On every social network
I don't really want to
But seeing you never doesn't hurt

I know it's stupid
I know it makes me look immature
But having to see you being
Happy is fucking torture

Here I am feeling guilty
Even though it's all your fault
I did everything right
Or at least that's what I thought

But I guess I must have
Fucked up royally
'Cause something drove you to
Completely destroy me

You became a part of me
Got cancerous and amputated
So it's something I can't fix
With just a bunch of bandage

Every morning I wake up mourning
My missing appendage
'Til I see it post a picture
Then I feel unadulterated rage

I'm blocking you
On every social network
I don't really want to
But seeing you never doesn't hurt

I know it's stupid
I know it makes me look immature
But having to see you being
Happy is fucking torture

I will never touch you again
You will never fuck me
I'll know better than to
Love you in my next life

I'm blocking you
On every social network
I don't really want to
But seeing you never doesn't hurt

I know it's stupid
I know it makes me look immature
But having to see you being
Happy is fucking torture