Killed Myself A Month Ago

I got my chest to bleed
It hurting like a centipede
Too many people mess with me
I'm close to falling fast asleep
I can make a motherfucker regret
I can make a motherfucker see death
Can this stupid motherfucker read yet?
All these corny fucking people need lead
In their heads, make em shred
Bloody spread, like some bread
And some jelly, I go gently
Make a deathly, make it steady
You aren't ready for an empty
Box of sweaty souls so heavy
I am not insane, insane
I cannot explain, explain
Don't rely on those pythons
Fake icons, you bite on
Those nice songs, that slice on
The ice bong, am I wrong
They can't own up
And they don't show up
And when they do they fucking pro up
Or slow up? Some fuckin glow up
They think they're fuckin' grownups
But they're holdups
Got me to choke up
And then they take the fucking joke up
Yeah I killed myself a month ago
Where'd you think I wanna go
I don't really think you wanna be alone
No mo', remain unknown
I used to say this every night
It helped me get through fights
Every time, I rely
I reply, I deny
I hate it, I hate it
I hate it, I hate it
I wasted so much time
Why you think I finally died
I been through so many lies
I been down I never rise
Everybody thinks I moved
It just really fucking proves
I didn't have a bond with you
And you never had a fucking clue
Protect my love
Or you might get shoved
You hurt her you're fucked
You fucked up enough
I am Ghost Autumn
If I want em gone, I shot em
I just watched you cheat, I caught em
Saw some bags of weed, I bought em
Did drugs til I cry
Slit chest til I die
Got up out it high
Never let it fuckin' slide
Don't know how my mother felt
When she saw my body melt
Know that I'ma rot in hell
You better fucking know I had a soul to sell
Pretty much, I am forgotten
My lifeless body rotting
Honestly I am not wanting
Nobody watching
My grave decay
Til it's gone away
I've got it my way
And now it's a better day