Finish The Job

The concrete structure is decaying
The demons in it been awaiting
Waiting for a moment and right here I'm just debating
Is it pain or is it hating

I got scars and injuries
I got a long ass history
Book about my misery
I can't call it victory
It ain't much of a mystery
A very strange delivery
My choices been too slippery
And now all of the shit's dirty
And I do not rock with that
And I won't clock it back
Cus it's not worth my energy
Not worth my memories
I'm not doing well
Feeling like it's hell
Feeling like a cell
Can't just seem to tell

I got a noose hanging on the ceiling
Cus my scars ain't been healing
The demons done had me kneeling
But fuck what I've been feeling
Ain't important enough to stay
One, I never fucking pray
Two, I've always been a pain
And I'm sick of feeling drained
I'm sick of providing therapy
Your shit is not a care to me
Go ahead and swear at me
I don't care no more, you can come and glare at me
You wouldn't understand shit
You only ever take me for a bandit
And I just cannot fucking stand it
Follow me as I am about to be canned, bitch

You really thought that I was joking when I said I'm dying
You been sleeping on me, don't tell me that you've been trying

Walking on shards
Tear on my heart
Pull out that card
See what it starts

I know what I've been looking for
Hoe
Take it how you will

Pull the trigger, finish the job
Pull the trigger, finish the job
Pull the trigger, finish the job
Come and end me, little slob
Pull the trigger, finish the job
Pull the trigger, finish the job
Pull the trigger, finish the job
Come and end me, little slob

I can't feel me breathing
I'm already leaving
Got what I've been fiending
And now I'm finally bleeding

I am not in the hand of God
I am not with some other squad
I know where to find my place
I know where to find my place
I know where to find my place
I know where to find my place