The real ending is an ending about giving up, not fighting these thoughts, just allowing them space in your head equal to your happy thoughts. It’s not a redemption, it’s just learning to cope with what you’ve got
[Verse 1]:
Do the lights ever faze you? Do they change me?
Talk about all this trauma, but it made me
And you’re thinking of the past, like I didn’t want it
But you weren’t there when you could’ve stopped it
[Chorus]:
I hope that you found me when you died
I’m sorry, if you think, that I lied
Believe me when I say that I tried
Because every moment is another cried
[Verse 2]:
Thinking back to the days and I’m reminiscing
Thinking of the days of school, I’m not missing
Looking at the stars, what are you wishing
When you look at me, do you think I’m living
Is this living
Is this living
Is this living
Is this living
Am I living
Synical released Is This Living? on Fri May 03 2019.