IN THE FLESH

[Intro]
The Tranarchist made this one

[Verse 1]
Harboring my insufficient efforts like a sinkin' ship
You say that I'm perfidious
When I ate your bones to hide the self induced disfigurement
I can't snuff the feeling that has lead me to ingratiation
I still taste the hate and anger
Stripped of all my cognizance
I know that it's lugubrious, but I wasn't new to this
My consciousness was used to it
Quixotic dreams to bomb it, has me feelin' so neurotic
Got me bleeding like anemia
You were busy redirecting culpability

[Bridge]
And you point it back at me
But you're crashing like economy and fall into obscurity
Irascible cannibal, feeding 'til your ego's full
You drain me 'til my skin is ice, breathing feels impractical

[Verse 2]
Inhibitions breaking loose, but blood is dripping on my shoes
You trace the footsteps back to me so that you can pluck my eyes out
Hiding nightmares in the flesh so I can't see who holds the knife
Purple spilling out my sides when I misconstrued my safety
Joining your pernicious lifestyle just to share the weight of darkness
Increasing the PSI of when it wraps me in disguise
You couldn't hear me screaming after I surrendered my voice box
To keep your mind from the shock of when I decry all the pain
You stacked on me until I acquiesce to your influence
I reached my final hand to rescue, but you weren't that into it
Unboxing the acrimony only shows you never knew me
You said, "See from different angles," but you always were obtuse
Crouching in a sea of angels while you're pulling on my cable
Fist by fist, you pull me back, but I can smell your bloody knuckles
Say you hate me, but you need me, so I'll validate your thinking
To create a monument in order to feed your victimhood
Fuck you