DON’T PRETEND TO CARE

(PUPPYBREATH)
Blink and you'll miss it
Thinking makes my head spin
Waiting for the colors but I only see the red tint
I can feel the noose around my neck and it's a tight fit
Kick over the chair and I will hit you on the down swing

Easily forgotten, covered in my vomit
They say they will miss me but that's just talking
I am just a misfit with a low investment
Life is not worth living when I know I cause the wreckage
Falling in a spiral and covering my message
So you don't pretend to care and send me to the hospital

Talking while my mind is full
I never know what will come out
Wellness feels impossible
Find me dead inside your house
Maggots crawling in my mouth
Feasting on the hanging words of when I'm in my lowest spot
I cannot move along
When it's heavy on my spine
They say what I feel is wrong
But I was born to cross the line

(BLUD JONEZ)
I was born with no mouth
Screaming for a way out
Festering inside this broken vessel bitch I fade out
Your shit played out
You drown or embrace drought
I’m down I’ve been caught up inside grave I’m laid out

Figaro figaro
I need a cigaro
Head on a spire like I need a bigger dose
Demons dance idle they play on a piccolo
Telling me I will be one with the silicone
Blood where the river flow
End on a bitter note
Knowing your life could be snuffed like a bitter joke
Sacrifice lambs in a linen robe
Fuck you
I run up and I cut loose and cut you
I'm sick of reality
Fucked up but what’s new

Nothing
Absolutely mother fucking nothing
Sick and disgusting
I’m treated like nothing
Sick and disgusting
I’m treated like nothing