Imagination (Original)

[Verse 1]
It's all for nothin’, everythin’ I've done
Drownin’ underwater thinkin’ what have I become?
I can't feel a thing, fuck, I think I'm goin’ numb
Maybe I'm insane, I’m just not enough
Cryin’ out for help but this isn't an act
I been broken, I feel hopeless, damn it, this is a fact
It's like why you think I always spill my pain on these tracks?
Because I'm runnin’ from myself, I write this shit to relax
Maybe I was made in somebody's imagination
Listen you don't know me, you're not in my situation
There's things goin’ on here that need examination
And nobody but me will ever know that information
I lost certain things that’ll never be restored
Everybody leaves me, my life's an open door
It saddens me to say this but when it rains, it pours
How do I survive in the eye of the storm?
How can love exist if there's no one that expresses it?
Everybody's hurtin’, look around you for the evidence
Suicide is somethin’ that's becomin’ too repetitive
Do I got the will to keep on going, that's a negative

[Verse 2]
I'm so understanding, I see life from different angles
But these people all around me love to give everyone labels
As if they themselves are angels, picture perfect, wearin’ halos
Hypocritical and ignorant until you turn the tables on ‘em
Fuck ‘em all, I never wanna fit in with ‘em, fuck that
I just want a break for a second, where the drugs at?
I don't feel a thing when I'm faded and I love that
I forget it all when I'm gone and I love that

[Verse 3]
Yeah
Under such a dark sky standin’ by a payphone
Examinin’ my fears cuz I know I gotta face those
Everyone's a fraud cuz they pick and choose what they show
I do what I want instead of doin’ what they say so
Turnin’ into nothingness, I’m stuck in zero gravity
Lately, my life alter my perception of reality
I wonder if somebody way above is just imagining me
My mind is playin’ games with me, my story is a tragedy
I speak for those who can’t, I’ve been playin’ devil's advocate
I never wanted anythin’, I think I'm here on accident
I try to stop the bleedin’ and I try to be compassionate
But you can't understand me unless you know 'bout abandonment
It's DRB for short, motherfucker, that's the acronym
I never been good enough, I’m bad and I'm inadequate
They see me as a villain like I'm some sort of antagonist
I got a black heart and plus my energy is cancerous
I went from bad to worse and damn, the damage hurts
I'm in a sea of flames, with every wave, it burns
I'm a burden to myself and I got so many concerned
I thought I could be happy but I guess I'll never learn