​​cool kids

[Verse 1]
Would you believe me if I told you everything I did was bullshit
Spent too many years tryna fit in with the cool kids
Couldn't be myself, I was fake and I refused it
Didn't realize until I started making music
Come on, take it back, I was in the school gym
With a backpack, going 17 and clueless
Said a lot of things I didn't mean, I was stupid
Never made a change so instead, I made excuses
Growin’ up, I know I’ll never be a kid again
If I had the chance, I would do it all again
If I did it over, I would never lie again
If I did it over, I would be a bеtter friend
Evil evеn then, I was never innocent
Fuckin’ up was easy, that's why I did it then
Took a look around, found out what I did to them
Felt a lot of guilt, finally I’m getting rid of it

[Chorus]
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid

[Verse 2]
Different, not the same but I guess I gotta face it
They look at me and treat me like I came here in a spaceship
They never understood me like I spoke a different language
I do not like the past, man I wish I could erase it
Tryna be myself now instead of gettin’ sad
I was so alone and there's no forgettin’ that
Hopin’ it was over, didn't think it'd ever last
But I feel the same after time already passed
It's already too late to change, I can't hide now
Forced to reveal the truth, I feel tied down
Strange to the people, I live in the upside down
Over-feeling shame so fuck it, I might climb out
They say they care about you but really they don't care
They say they care about you but really they don't care
Since I didn't get no love, I got used to the cold air
If you get it, please do not let it go, it's so scarce

[Chorus]
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid