I Wish You Nothing But The Worst

[HOOK]
The hatred and anger inside of this ghost
Manifests into flesh and then forms into bones
The hell I have created sustains on its own
I live in the abyss known to me as my home
I am my own demon I bring myself pain
Always feeling so useless I am my own prey
Skinny so skinny I am who I hate
Knock myself out and now in the dirt I will lay

[Verse 1: cxllym]
All this Warm water turned to ice lips turning blue
Knife in my hand hadn’t said it but she knew
Stepping off the porch to go searching for some more, hadn’t done it in a while but you know its nothing new
Lying to you on the bus cause you saw it poking through
Asking if I was good and you seem real confused
Replying with more lying saying I’m just fine but my mind is fried and I’m finding a way to somehow get this through
I witness the world from planes which are not known
I see over these realms that I know aren’t my own
I realise the end is here, the done is now gone
So I click off the safety, place the tech to my dome
My mind has been plagued and my body diseased
These urges attacks leave me feeling deceased
My skin is covered in hives please just leave me at peace
The snakes in my belly get at my flesh and they feast
I cannot breathe, hold the blade to my throat
My flesh is a vessel now I start to choke
My spirit is dampened, my energy low
I just wanna die, string me out all over the fucking road

[HOOK]
The hatred and anger inside of this ghost
Manifests into flesh and then forms into bones
The hell I have created sustains on its own
I live in the abyss known to me as my home
I am my own demon I bring myself pain
Always feeling so useless I am my own prey
Skinny so skinny I am who I hate
Knock myself out and now in the dirt I will lay

[Post Hook: cxllym & COFFELL]
I wish you nothing but the worst
Bury you straight out of the hearse
Kill all you fucks
Destroy all you cucks
Flatten you with these bars sub-verse