Attachment Therapy

[Verse 1: cxllym]
I'm draggin' in his body as my hair covers my face
I ain't sleeping, trouble eating get the fuck out of my space
I feel the grass I feel the leaves I hear the spirits in the trees
Turn out all of these lights and through the darkness I still see
I can't breathe, got no blood in my veins
I'll lay back in the bath tub, a fucking disgrace
Im empty inside like the old shattered vase
It's pointless nobody ever remembers this face
I'll slit my arms, and feel the water push me under
Hear my heart beat thumping and it sounds like thunder
Got nothing left, not even love from my mother, just forget the calls for help
I can't be bother waking for the summer

[HOOK: cxllym]
Paranoia's in the air
Paranoia's in the air
Paranoia's in the air
My friends will leave me here

[Verse 2: cxllym]
Past two years i've been blind to the light
Been out of mind, out of body, i've been out of your sight
All these pussies see our style, they get ready to bite
Your shit is fucking trash do you even read what you write?
Panicked, i'm panicking, and I cannot fathom
The damage is done, there can be no more planning
The way I am standing shows that I am angered
Insanity attacking me, so fast you cannot see
I am the waves
I am the rain
I am the weather it's time for some change
I am the wind and i've lost my old ways
Close all your doors i'm the dead hurricane
Look at me now, what is it you see?
Is it dead matter decomposing in the sea
Fuck all of this bullshit, its time for me to leave
I cannot see
I cannot breathe
I cannot function, my mind's been deceived
My head it hurts and I want to just scream
The pain is surreal, I am pushed to my knees