I’m Sorry

[Verse 1]
I never thought I'd feel this lost
I didn't think I'd live this long
I didn't know I'd miss my home so much
I wasn't prepared for any of this
I should have stayed in college
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so worthless

[Verse 2]
I'm scared I do too many drugs
I'm afraid I'm always being judged
I'm scared I'll never fall in love again
I know I do not do enough to help all the people that I love
I know I don't deserve your sympathy

[Verse 3]
I'm tired of always feeling this way
I'm tired of always being afraid
Some day I want to wake up and feel okay
I'm sorry for always wasting your time
I'm sorry for undervaluing life
I'm really sorry for everything