I just wanna kill myself

[verse 1]
If I died, would you care?
Would you wish you was there?
Would you wish there was someone out there still
Answering prayers, it’s hard to love life when you know that life isn’t fair, it’s hard to love when you hate what you see in the mirror

[verse 2]
And I been feeling numb, I wonder when my time will come
And I been feeling like it’s sooner every time I’m on a drug
What the fuck Is love, cuz I can’t find it, seems I’m always right beside it with the hate that hides behind it, am I always wilding I don’t know

[Verse 3]
But I know the pain it grows
And I know I always fold cuz I seem to feel it in my soul
Hate that all my demons roam, memories of feeling home
But now all I feel is alone and I can’t get up out that zone

[verse 4]
Feeling like I lost myself, kinda hard to love myself
All inside my fucking head
I just wanna kill myself
I just wanna find a reason
I don’t wanna ask for help
I just wanna find it all within myself.. FUCK!

[outro]
Feeling like I lost myself, kinda hard to love myself
Feeling like I lost myself, kinda hard to love myself
Feeling like I lost myself, kinda hard to love myself
I just wanna kill myself.. Fuck