I close myself up

And its like i always put my self in situations
I close my self up and try to close communications
Thats Why you never see me sober guess I'm always faded
Ive been told I love you many times
Guess they really fake it

And I'm still stuck with these memories I really hate
It hurts me daily knowing that we really Lost our date
Its like i put in all the work
And you just give me trash
Our love was like a car, i guess we had a major crash

I sit here all alone
Just waiting for your call
Weeks go by and I still haven't gotten shit at all
Deprеssion takes over right when I think of you
I been wasting hеlla time just to waiting to talk to you.. Damn