I Deleted My Heart (2015)

[Intro]
I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart

[Verse 1]
It got a virus around the time that I was in the eighth grade
It was really an awkward stage, and I needed the space
That's what I get for illegally downloading sad songs
And spending all of my alone time looking at porn
And talking to strangers until 3 a.m.
And bullying stupid bitches under a fake screen name
And now I’ll have the space to install Apathy '06
And six thousand gigabytes of boys sucking dick
And yes, I want to know you, and I want you to know me
But I can barely feel you there
And I wish I could you show everything I could be, or
Everything I could have been

[Chorus]
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit

[Post-Chorus]
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
Heart, heart, hea-hea-heart
I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart

[Verse 2]
I feel like I'm on autopilot when I go out sometimes
I guess the other times are when I stay inside
I don't know how I got this way, but if I could understand
I'd like to imagine it might help me find a way to end
All the paranoid discomfort that's inside of my head
But to be honest, it's also the meds that put me on edge
I just wanna feel feelings, and not border on obsession
With giving the right impression, and if he hates me, I'll let him

[Pre-Chorus]
I deleted my—
I deleted my—
I deleted my—

[Chorus]
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit

[Post-Chorus]
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
I deleted my heart, I deleted my heart
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart
I deleted my—
I deleted my—

[Chorus]
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit
I deleted my heart, and I really want it back
I don't wanna feel like I might be a sociopath
I deleted my heart, I was young and impulsive
And I would download another, but I'm afraid it wouldn't fit

[Outro]
I deleted my, my, my, my, my
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart
I deleted my—
I deleted my—
I deleted my heart